Is that what you are wondering? Well, we've finally got one complete bathroom in functioning order and thus have moved back home...yes, that's right...moved back home. We stayed with Mom for 3 or 4 weeks because we had not one, but both bathrooms in various states of disrepair. Now we are home and guess what? My internet connection isn't working. Oh, well. If it's not one thing, it's another. But on to much more important thoughts...
I'm surrounded by sadness it seems, and am sad myself because people close to me are hurting. My friend Stacy lost her mom due to complications from treating multiple myeloma. I am so sad for Stacy and her family. I know all too well the type of journey they are facing. God blesses you with a certain kind of shock in the very beginning when you lose someone. And then it hits. The permanence. Days go by. Weeks go by. Months. Then years. And you intellectually know all along that they are gone. But in your heart... oh, it hurts so bad. Still. I am praying.
One of my very best friends is hurting the same type of hurt
again that she faced before. I just didn't expect it again. I am praying. She is so strong and faithful. You know who you are...I love you.
My mom's good friend and hair stylist (she did my hair for probably 15 years also) has been diagnosed with ovarian cancer. Can I just put out there how very, very sick I am of cancer. I hate it! And it seems to be everywhere all at once. I am praying.
It's the world. It's this fallen world where pain, sadness, hurt, illness and death
seem to reign. There's an emptiness in all of us that will only be satisfied when we are with God. With God. At times I just can't wait...
In the meantime I remind myself..."I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this
world you
will have
trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the
world."